What's the point of always looking happy if i'm not smile I'm asked if I'm ok if I am I'm asked what I'm so happy about maybe its because I always look depress
I'm not even sure if I wanna get married in the future what i the person I love isn't of the opposite sex what would my mom think another thing she doesn't want me to smile or laugh so why should I? she doesn't want me act like myself she's not happy with who I am when I was only trying to plz her all this time but yeah thats my mom!
Dear..you..you know who you are
I'm sorry I'm trying but I feel like I'm dying I swear it feels like I'm pined down most of the time but what you except from me who I should be I can't be as long as I'm under my mothers control I be lonely and depressed till then so maybe I should just accept that I know I shouldn't give up but at this point I'm afarid to try all I want is to feel and its not gonna happen anytime soon is it? I'll try thought but I don't know how I long I can try anymore so in